I found my blog! I'm pretty sure that's a miracle in and of itself.
This weekend I've been home with my family and enjoying a break from college. I went to the singles ward with my sister yesterday. I went there over the summer and felt a little out of place, seeing as I was just fresh out of high school. I don't miss those days at all. Singles wards are just hilarious though. Even though the talks were very spiritual and lovely I felt like the speakers were trying to advertise themselves as a good future companion. Except for one speaker, who announced that he was engaged. Even though I love the dating game, I hate it at the same time. Even though I'm sure I have a few years before I'll get married, I would really like that gaurantee of an eternal companion that only married people get. How wonderful it must be to see your spouse and know that they're yours forever. You don't have to worry about them breaking up with you nearly as much as you do when you're only the girlfriend. Then again, the prospect of only having one person that you're stuck with forever is scary too. I wonder how much I need to know someone before I could feel comfortable marrying them. However, they say you marry who you date. The world is all about giving people chances and second chances. But how do I know who to give a chance to or not? It's difficult to select qualities that I want in someone I date. Plus I need to have all the qualities I want in someone I'm dating. Such a big task to find someone, be good enough for them, and have them be good enough for you.
But who knows? Maybe I've already met my prince charming and just don't know it. Or maybe I'll meet him after I'm done with college. It's impossible to know. I guess I'll just have to enjoy the singles ward for now.